Saturday, November 12, 2016

When the Prince Misses the Princess

Imagine you like a girl but she is ignoring you. You leave her with this message to tell her how much you miss her. I know it hasn't been a week yet but it's hard. I miss you a lot. All I always end up thinking about was how stupid I was and how I hurt you. It hurts me a lot too, to know that I hurt someone I really liked and cared about. My feelings for you are sincere. I never lied and I always tried my best to impress you and get that beautiful smile from you. It's been over a month without talking to you, seeing your smile, playing league with you, getting good mornings from you, and calling me prince charming. It gave me a lot of time to think about you and me. I know you're scared of getting hurt again but I'm scared of losing you forever. I don't want to see you with someone else. I really can't give up on you. I want to be with you; I want to be your prince charming. The times we spent together, I've never been so happy; I really don't want to lose that. That kind of happiness is what I want in my future. You make me happy; I want to be the one to be by your side and make you happy. I'm ok that you smoke and that you don't want kids. I liked how we never argued, we were always sweet to each other and that we could tell each other anything; it just seemed so perfect. I really believe deep down inside you're the one I've been waiting for. Ever since the first girl I liked who made me depressed after giving up on me for no reason, I haven't really chased after anyone until I met you. I tried really hard to impress you. I even gave you that video I spent months on to give to someone that I believed would be the one. I already have ideas and surprises for you if we meet. It was really foolish of me to want to give up or even think about giving up. It will be my biggest regret if you don't forgive me. It's been over a month and I'm sure you have the answer to this question. Will you give me another chance, another chance for us to be together in the future? Once you give me your hand, I'll never let you go. I'll understand if you don't want to give me that chance but It'd mean a lot to me if you can give me an answer. I don't want to make you feel bad but I've been sad and crying for the past month. I really wish we can talk about where our relationship is going, meaning whether we will just be friends, not friends anymore, or potentially be future boyfriend/girlfriend. You're a great, sweet, independent girl even if you don't give me another chance, I know you'll find someone great. I'm sorry for hurting you and disappointing you. I hope you're ok and that your mom is getting better. Christmas is coming in a month and all I want and could ever ask for is you.

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