Middle school and High school

Middle School wasn't really the best for me. I was the "typical" nerdy Asian with all A's. I didn't really have any friends, and my best friend since elementary school, Tim, moved so I didn't really have anybody. To be honest, I was bullied and became depressed from it. The only thing that kept me going at the time was Call of Duty; it kept my mind off reality. Killing people on Call of Duty, let out the feelings I had bottled inside. I actually made a friend from Call of Duty. His name was Juan and he was in his thirties. I'm so glad I finished middle school and got it over with.

High school was about the same for me but my grades weren't all A's after freshman year. I started to get B's. Then I think I actually got a C senior year. I actually never went to any school dances except for one to spy on my brother and his date for my mom. Also, I'm embarrassed to say that I ditched my graduation because I didn't want to walk in front of all the parents and teachers. However, on the bright side, I finally made some friends that kind of understood me. There was a point where I really wanted to die but a friend I made from Call of Duty talked sense into me. I'm so glad he did because I wouldn't be where I am now without him. Then one day on thanksgiving during my senior year I was on Omegle and met a girl named Sandra with her friend Lucy under the kpop tag. They were both really cute in my opinion, and I ended up getting both of their Skype. I ended up talking to Sandra everyday on Skype. I will proudly say that Sandra was my first love. We would fall asleep together on call, and I really thought we had something special. We tried to meet up three times. This is where I wish I tried harder or that I got my driver's license. She gave up after the third time and after that she deleted me on Skype. We would still occasionally talk on Line.

I'm not writing this for people to feel bad about me. I'm writing to show people that they aren't alone. Everyone goes through problems in their life and you have to stay strong and fight through them. Also, I'm just writing for myself because it's my story and I want it to be kept somewhere if I was to die or something.