Short Quote for December

Make it a December to remember!

The K2

I just finished watching The K2. It's by far definitely one of the best action Korean dramas I've ever watched. I'll give it a 10/10. I highly recommend this drama to anyone who likes action and a good storyline.

Thanksgiving 2016

Woo it's Thanksgiving today so I wanted to take this moment to be thankful that I'm still alive and that I have great, loving parents. Today was also my last day working at Folsom Bel Air. I worked there for a little over two years and honestly, I'm glad I'm done. Working there has taught me quite a few things and I also got better at talking to people. Now, it's time to chill and wait until I go to Hong Kong and Malaysia.

When the Prince Misses the Princess

Imagine you like a girl but she is ignoring you. You leave her with this message to tell her how much you miss her. I know it hasn't been a week yet but it's hard. I miss you a lot. All I always end up thinking about was how stupid I was and how I hurt you. It hurts me a lot too, to know that I hurt someone I really liked and cared about. My feelings for you are sincere. I never lied and I always tried my best to impress you and get that beautiful smile from you. It's been over a month without talking to you, seeing your smile, playing league with you, getting good mornings from you, and calling me prince charming. It gave me a lot of time to think about you and me. I know you're scared of getting hurt again but I'm scared of losing you forever. I don't want to see you with someone else. I really can't give up on you. I want to be with you; I want to be your prince charming. The times we spent together, I've never been so happy; I really don't want to lose that. That kind of happiness is what I want in my future. You make me happy; I want to be the one to be by your side and make you happy. I'm ok that you smoke and that you don't want kids. I liked how we never argued, we were always sweet to each other and that we could tell each other anything; it just seemed so perfect. I really believe deep down inside you're the one I've been waiting for. Ever since the first girl I liked who made me depressed after giving up on me for no reason, I haven't really chased after anyone until I met you. I tried really hard to impress you. I even gave you that video I spent months on to give to someone that I believed would be the one. I already have ideas and surprises for you if we meet. It was really foolish of me to want to give up or even think about giving up. It will be my biggest regret if you don't forgive me. It's been over a month and I'm sure you have the answer to this question. Will you give me another chance, another chance for us to be together in the future? Once you give me your hand, I'll never let you go. I'll understand if you don't want to give me that chance but It'd mean a lot to me if you can give me an answer. I don't want to make you feel bad but I've been sad and crying for the past month. I really wish we can talk about where our relationship is going, meaning whether we will just be friends, not friends anymore, or potentially be future boyfriend/girlfriend. You're a great, sweet, independent girl even if you don't give me another chance, I know you'll find someone great. I'm sorry for hurting you and disappointing you. I hope you're ok and that your mom is getting better. Christmas is coming in a month and all I want and could ever ask for is you.

Doctor Strange

I went to the movies today with my friend, Brandon; we watched Doctor Strange. I don't go to the movies much since it's expensive. The movie ended before I even knew it; it had my attention from beginning to the end. It was a really good movie and I recommend it. The movie had a good plot and I thought the acting and flow of the movie was well done.

Signal (2016)

This is probably one of the best k-dramas I've watched in my life. I binge watched all 16 episodes last night. I gave it a 10/10. The acting was great and I really liked the plot. In fact, it is the number one drama listed on mydramalist. You can find the summary on mydramalist and the episodes there. Signal (2016)

僕のいた時間

The Hours of My Life. It's a Japanese drama starring Miura Haruma as Sawada Takuto. It has only eleven episodes but it's a really good melodrama. I highly recommend it. Here's a summary from dramafever."The elder son of a hospital director, Sawada Takuto (Miura Haruma) is a fourth year university student with vague goals for the future. Though his parents originally had hopes for him to be a doctor, they eventually began to shift their focus to their younger son, Rikuto. Takuto is popular amongst his peers and females, but he avoids deeper emotional ties due to many inner insecurities. One day, Takuto learns he is suffering from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), an incurable, neurodegenerative disease, and does not have long to live. Now, he decides to live actively and turn his previous life around." 

Watch it here .

Starting to Stream Again

I'm going to start to stream League of Legends again until the season ends. Feel free to watch me on twitch. @Twitch.tv/gr8u

Scary Experience

One day I was at work and suddenly, one of my coworkers fell backwards. She hit her head on the ground pretty hard that you could hear a loud thump. Slightly after hitting the ground she went into a mini seizure and mumbled random words with her eyes closed as if she was possessed. When she first hit the ground, I thought she was playing some sort of joke then it just became serious real fast. I asked her if she was ok when she opened her eyes and she didn't say anything at first. A bit later, she said she didn't remember what happened. I called my manager right away and she ended up going to the hospital. I've never experienced this before so it was a bit shocking for me, and I still haven't seen anyone die before so I hope I don't have to experience too much of this in the future.

Imagine

Imagine you're a guy. You fell in love with the prettiest girl in your neighborhood since you were young.You both like each other a lot. She wanted to be a reporter and you were going to be a doctor. Then, one day, she kills a man that was trying to assault her sexually. However, in the end, you're taking the blame for her and end up in prison.

Do you like this plot so far? Well, if you do I highly recommend you to watch The Innocent Man; it's a Korean drama that I enjoyed watching. In fact, I basically binge watched the whole drama in like two days.

Poem #2 Thinking of Xiaoting

Every night I lay down
I think can this be true

I close my eyes,
All I dream of is you

Every morning I wake up
I think can this be true

That when I open my eyes
All I can see is you

When I see your face

I know I made no mistake
You are the one I want to embrace
I love you even more than steak

Your name is Xiaoting
You're not just a thing
I'm your soon to be king
Someday I'll get you that ring

My heart can't be wrong
It's been yearning you for so long
I think of you all day long
You make me wanna sing you a song

Already 20

I can't believe today I turn 20 years old. I'm now in my early 20's. Not really doing much today; just going to a steakhouse for dinner with family. I'm still excited to go visit Hong Kong and go back to Malaysia.

Short Story - "The $3000 Dollar Shit"

Alright. This is a true story that happened to me while I was younger. I was a high school student at the time. I remember it almost too clearly. One day, I was playing a game on my laptop, and suddenly, I had a sharp pain in my stomach. It really did hurt so I googled it and from the symptoms I had, I thought my appendix burst so my mom took me to emergency care to go check it out. From there, we ended up having to go to the hospital. The doctor wanted me to take a pee sample so I went to the bathroom. As I was in the bathroom, I ended up needing to take a shit and all the pain in my stomach left along with the shit. I told my mom I was all better. We got a $3000 dollar bill for the shit. Good thing I had health insurance.

So Excited Confirmed Dates

Finally, I know when I'm going back to Malaysia. I'm actually going to Hong Kong Jan 15 for about a week. I'm going to be able to stay at my grandaunts place. At the moment, I'm planning on what to do there. I definitely want to go to Disneyland and I'm considering Ocean Park but who knows. It's going to be a lot of fun. Hope to go to many great food places and do a bit of shopping. Then will continue back onto Malaysia on the 22nd.

Nejimaki Seirei Senki: Tenkyou no Alderamin

This is a recent anime I have been watching. I thought it was really interesting when the main protagonist in the anime said "People started growing crops because going hunting without knowing if you'd catch anything was a pain. People dug wells because going all the way to the river was a pain. Laziness is the mother of human progress." When you think about it, it's so true that laziness is the mother of human progress. Now we have cars, email, cellphones, machines, etc. Eventually, we will probably get to the point where we won't almost even have to lift a finger.

Going Back to Malaysia

Welp, it's official now. I will be going back to Malaysia  mid January 2017. I'm so excited. I miss my family there and the food. I'm going to be going to University there; I'm still not sure which but possibly Sunway University. I hope to go out a lot more, make more friends, and learn new things while improving myself to be the best I can be.

Where Are You My Eternal Love

Two years ago, I thought I found the one; the one that was meant for me, but I guess it wasn't meant to be. There's no use helping it. Everyday, I wonder where is the one I've been waiting for. How is she doing? How long has she been waiting for me? When will I cross paths with her or was she already under my nose and I was to blind to see it?
I already have the love from my friends and family. What I'm seeking is more than that; it's the eternal love that blooms only once a lifetime. The love that will be able to accept the flaws of one and another. The love to live happily together for the rest of each others lives. The love that will occasionally argue over stupid things and just laugh it off at the end thinking how stupid it was. A love that is lit like a candle shining as bright as the sun that never wavers or blows out.
I promise to myself now to take the risks, the heartache, and do whatever it takes to find my eternal love.

If You Had A Wish

I would wish for everyone to be happy and smile. What would you wish for?

Fanime

Okay. This post is late but here it is. I went to San Jose for fanime last weekend. This was probably the biggest convention I've went to. There was a lot of people that preregistered; it was like a one hour and a half line. I was happy that I registered at the con. It costs more than buying preregistration but there was no line. The convention was pretty nice and well managed. I liked how the convention was pretty much 24/7. The karaoke and rave was on til for in the morning and the gaming hall was the whole time. I wish I met more people and made more friends but I was too shy. I got to try some awesome boba places thanks to my friend Jeremy. In fact, I believe I went to five different boba places. All in all, it was a great experience and I had a lot of fun.

Mother's Day 2016

My mom is the best. She brought my younger brother and I from Malaysia to California and basically raised us by herself. I'm really grateful to have a great mom. She gave us everything a kid could ask for. We were definitely spoiled but not like super spoiled or anything just a bit. I haven't been going to college which worries my mom and also makes her a bit disappointed. I believe she just wants me to get a good paying job with a degree and she'll be happy. As good as this sounds, I feel like she should just support me in whatever I choose to do as long it's not bad like doing drugs,etc. Even if I decide to not go back to college, I hope that she can respect that and the kind of life I choose. I just know that whatever I choose to do, I will be happy. Anyways, I love you mom and I hope everyone has a good Mother's day.

Captain America: Civil War

After work today, I watched Captain America: Civil War with my friend, Brandon. I usually don't go to the movies that much because it's pretty expensive in my opinion. I found the movie to be packed with action along with some comedic moments which made the movie really enjoyable to watch. I highly recommend watching this movie if you haven't already.

Finally Wooo

Today is May 4th. May the fourth be with you . :). Now, with the important news, I finally own my own domain. I'm so excited because I think I really want to get more connected and serious with my own blog. Stay tuned for upcoming posts.

Tales of Zestiria

I just recently bought this game off steam. In my opinion, it's a pretty good rpg. It's not turn based and I like how the fighting is strategic. Along with that, I really like the story line and the graphics are nice so I think you should give it a try.

Descendants Of the Sun

It's such a good drama. You need to watch it o.o. It's funny has action and has the romance!

Random Fact About Me

I'm right handed but somehow when I eat, I will eat like a left hander, a spoon on the left hand and a fork on the right hand.

Boku dake ga Inai Machi

I recently started watching this anime and I absolutely love it. A friend recommended me to continue watching it even though I stopped watching after episode one because I didn't like it. I was so wrong and I'm glad I continued to watch it. I highly recommend watching this if you've enjoyed animes like Stein's Gate and Zetsuen no Tempest. It's a mystery and psychological. Every episode so far ends with you wanting to watch the next. The visuals are also really nice because no dur Aniplex produced it. It's ranked 6 on myanimelist so it shows that I'm not the only one who thinks it's good. The anime is still ongoing and a new episode comes out every Friday. I hope you give the anime a try and have a good day. ~

Update + League of Legends

First blog of this year. Sorry for not blogging in so long. I need to make a habit to blog more. Updating on my status, I am probably going back to community college next year because I don't have the money for it since my car insurance is like $350+ dollars a month, rent and food etc. I'm also not 100% sure but I'm thinking of living in Japan in a year or two. I want to follow my dreams and live in Japan. I honestly feel like I belong in Asia since I love the Asian culture and food.

League of Legends is a PC game I've been playing for two and a half years now. I think this will be my last year playing it. This is because there are goals that I have in life and to reach their I'll need to stop playing League of course. I've just spent too much on this game. It's so addicted; it's a curse. I'm currently Diamond for this season and aiming to be Master / Challenger. Also, I'll be streaming most of my ranked games on twitch. If you want to add me, feel free. I have some highlights on YouTube showcasing some of my great plays.